OMG. I am back again. I have no since of stability. I am all over the place with this blog. For those of you who do a quick peek a boo to see if I have actually written a new post, I really do appreciate you! 2015 has been CRAAA- ZY for me. I quit my job because I was unhappy. Went after one of my ‘dream jobs,’ got that job, and then quit to work on a film in NY! My head is still spinning! I am actually terrified to be without a ‘steady’ job right now, but I think the universe is pushing me to be an entrepreneur in 2016. I have soooo many amazing ideas that I can not wait to share with you all, but first I’d like to talk about our souls. Whaaaatt???!!! You say! Yes, lets talk about what’s going on with us on the inside! It wouldn’t be Soul Sundays if we didn’t talk about our feeelinngggs. Plus, I’m a Pisces, so essentially everyday is Soul Sunday to me!
The Holidays can be a really stressful time! Figuring out what types of presents to buy. Wondering how you’ll afford all of those presents. Deciding who you’ll spend the holidays with. Who is or isn’t in your life during the holidays. Today, my friend, I’m telling you to put all of that stress behind you. I know that’s easier said than done. You may still be at a relative’s house, or you may be traveling today. Wherever you may be, take a moment and just breathe. Close your eyes and take a very deep breath. In and out. Let it go. Think about something that you’ve truly enjoyed about this holiday season. Even if you had the crappiest time, there has to be something that shined a glimmer of love down on you. Think about that moment and let it permeate your soul. Okay, I’m being melodramatic, but seriously let that warmth fill you up entirely until the stress literally leaves your body. If you seriously had the worst time ever this holiday season, turn on the saddest song you can find or put on the saddest movie, and cry your entire eyes out. Just cry until there are no more tears, and you are just tired of crying. Let it out chile. This is how we cleanse our souls. Don’t hold it in. Feel the good and the bad. If there is someone you can trust, talk to them about it and hopefully that will bring you some peace as well.
Today, I am sipping on my Mango black tea from Trader Joe’s while my fiance’ watches football in the living room. I have the window open so I can get some fresh air. (It’s soo warm outside! I’m enjoying it, but it’s also scary!) The cat is laying on the bed enjoying the breeze. I thoroughly enjoy my peace. I don’t know what 2016 holds for me just yet, but today I am at peace and that is all that matters to me. I am not very practical lol!! I definitely live in the clouds, and I know that this may be crazy talk to some people, but if it speaks to your soul, I invite you to come back and spend Soul Sunday with me again! xoxo- Meek